2017

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everything has changed. one by one.
everything has gone. 
everything have to plan back. but its too late.
i plan, but God decided that this is my life.
i had a few friend.
still had a family members.
i had one friend that i share everything through anything.
i call him my boyfriend.
he always with me even when i'm at my sorrow, my happy, my lost, my up and down, my everything.
eventho my family dont know what happened to me.
yes i am selfish.
pentingkan boyfriend daripada family.
for me, my family not a open minded person.
i want to share everything pun, dorang macam tak kesah. we dont spend time a lot. ye ayah kerja ikut shift, mama kerja balik je mesti penat.
even ayah cuti pun, aku still duduk rumah je tak keluar. my family not kind of yang suka jalan-2 sebab ayah aku tak reti nak bawak pergi mana. since kecik macamtu, so masing2 dah besar lagilah tak tahu nak bawak pegi mana.
i studying at Batu Pahat, Johor. 2 minggu sekali akan balik. walaupun balik tapi still sama. my parents kind of dalam ws cakap macam-2 bila depan2 dia jadi lain. dalam ws cakap nani rindu, but depan-2 we just like biasa je. 
aku memang jenis tak keluar, but i am 20 years old and i need to go out there. i think. i think i am big enough to go outside there and travelling and doing something with my friend. and ughhh.
ni tidak. bagitahu nak keluar kena marah, tak bagitahu nak keluar pun kena marah. what should i do?
i dont want to feel and live like this. bukan nak bebas, but i want what i should feel... 
i miss everything....