that kind of feeling

i don't know how i feel.
how i should feel.
should i miss him?
or shouldn't?
at one moment u just need to calm yourself,
sleep..
eat..
be at your room all day long..
yes, i miss everything.
if one thing i can change, i want to change my feeling.
i don't want to feel love.
love sometimes hurting me a lot.
makes me cry.
makes me wondering.
makes me feel....shit.
but i want someone miss me.
someone said that they need me.
hug me. kiss me. love me.
someone would never betray me.

i found one.
and thats you.